hais... i knw many of u dun like me to be emo... but whenever i watch a sad show i get emo and will think too much so too bad...
u knw what.? i have been thinking that everyone have mob=ve on with their life and as for me i am stuck in a place where i can see no future of my own... coming to hong kong might just be another way of me hiding from reality is it that i have such a long long Holiday that i dun even knw who i am or what i have become le ma?... me SERENA THESSA WONG WING SHAN have always been acting so cheerful so happy but have i been that cheerful or Happy? i dun think even my bff melissa can ans that Question cause even me myself dunno the ans to that the only thing i knw is that this period of timing hong kong i have been living inside of a body without soul... never been laughing deep down from my heart before... never seek God any more even though i have been going to church watching online sermon but my life feel like it empty very empty? will the earth stop rotating one day if i die? i dun think so.... where is my future i really dunno i might say going to England to study but have i found a school yet no... i might day i will be looking for a job but have i found it yet no... who am i? i don't even knws.............i am tired tired of everything.......................................................................................................................................................................... i wonder how my future will be???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
hey... First thing First....
MELISSA I AM STILL WAITING.........................heard a bad news yesterday the company i went for interview dun want me so i am job searching again... nvm that their loss... a future big super star like me. will make u regret for now hiring me.. hais.. too bad for you guys... nows here is a good news... I AM GOING TO DELIROUS? CONCERT on march 16 Hong Kong First And Last Concert.... yahoo...... lalalala jealous? too bad... no la lol.... hope there will be someone going with me though... my friend can't go sad.... and o ya another news i will be back next year for asia conference :)