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Wednesday, 25 February 2009

00:15

i went to the vine Church yesterday meet many cool bigger feel like being home again in the presence of God... it not very big churh though... it feel like a big zone i heard the church size is 500 but it really feel like being in city harvest..... i like this church i think will be staying here for this next few month ba...... o i meet this very cute guy there lol... super cute de kezia and melissa type de:) tall around 180cm tan and have net cut:) lol... but i still will look for gold fish... btw there 50% are gold fishes 20% are black fishes.... 30% are chinese fishes... lol

Tuesday, 24 February 2009

today

00:40

many ppl have ask me to blog more often for i'm not in Singapore so i will blog more often... today late in the night i will be going to the vine church.. pastor Kong have recommended me this church... haha he really will reply u the if u e-mail him.... so he told me that this church is a not bad church... i dunno about that it but will go to that church for a newcomer thing... i feel weird for going to a newcomer stuff... hahaha hmm when was the last time i go hmmmmmmmmmmmmm....... i hope this new home is good but i always knew it won't be as good as city harvest for that is the place i first knw God... my good friend... did stuff that i might even had a chance if i'm not in this church, find dreams, dreams that can not be fulfill if not without him. but coming to this new place i only hope for continue meeting God... and making new friend... but city harvest church i only can make 1 promised to you.. one day i will come back again it might be years maybe even ten years.. but one day i will come back.. come back to the place where i found my first love:)

Sunday, 22 February 2009

expectation of my boyfriend/husband

10:15

expectation of my boyfriend

must be christian
must have many jacket so that he can lend me(o so romantic)
should make time for me... hehe i try my best too
put me second in his life (of course first is my beloved heavenly father)
hope he is rich... at less have a house and a car and a stable job
haha it will be good he have a twins brother( someone u knw what i mean lol)
must accept who am i not the the other side of me( as in if i get famous i might have a double life) ps i hope not
must accept all my friends

o man i can't think of any more think Serena think two more to go

must be understanding
must trust me no matter how hard is it..

PS.... thanks to jie jie i think i should set higher expectation

must be rich
must be sweet to me
must love me one and only.. if found doing any dirty stuff hehehe.. break up....
if can hope is a gold fish
of course must be handsome la
listen to me but not like a dog i will listen to u too....
must love my family
must say i love u to me everyday
must tell all his friend that i'm his girlfriend
must bring me to travel all over the world (romantic places)

haha now dear boys...u have twenty rules to follow... lol

this is what i will do in return

i will be faithful to you
i will put u third in my life (sry darling second is book by mel and sheryl they are angry) LOL
i will love u with all my heart
i will trust in you even at the l0west point
i will bear u children
i will not relay on u have my own job
i will support u on all your decision
i will keep no secret from you
i will find time to be with you no matter how busy am i
i willlllllllllllllllllllllllll always always love u

Thursday, 12 February 2009

21:08

hey guys i knw u all miss me o.......... haha sry for not blogging for this past few days... ok...i going to go for a interview todae.. yes i mean today ahhhhh......................it very sudden i knw... to me it also very sudden just call them and they ask me go interview at 5... what should i do man?............ finger cross.. hope i get in pray for me pls... o one more requested i hear that i ask too much for salary....$2k erm ok la for my age it abit too much... but miracles happen right haha...i hope mine does i hope to get 2k and more and then 1 will have 16k by year end hahaha.... o ooooooooooooo i'm so lucky today all my missing e-mail is coming back my uncle reply me my teacher reply me ... and not all all this e-mail brought of good luck to me todae... hahaha.................. o hahah tks God... for everything:) my heavenly father and earthly father... watch me as i grow..... no longer i who live but u live in me:)

next to do list
call up the agent
find a church(IMPT ASAP)
haha wun tell u any more guys shhhhhhhhhhhh...

bye bye
love nana

Monday, 2 February 2009

i can't stand it anymore

04:59

y is it me... i can't stand it when my dad is here at least there someone who love me she say she is fair she is not buyest but everyone can see it she scold me for everything the same thing happen to the same person she can scold me only an not scold him. today is even worst the moment she step into the house she sream at my name for 10 times where in the world have i did to made her angry... what did hell i can't understand isn't both me and my bro come out from her... i can't get it everyone been telling her she is buyest by she just can't accept the fact. she also just say no la.. dun have la. u get it wrong la...... BULLSHIT... she the one who is wrong one person say she wrong nvm la now everyone say she wrong in a inderict way... c who is wrong? pocket money even he have lesser then me but everything he n4eed he take from her.. mummy i want go eat give me money mummy i want rent the CD,comic give me money mummy my bus card no money help me top up... mummy y y does sister have more money then me not fair... all this excuse she will give extra money to him... let me ask where does his pocket money go? NOWHERE
ME? my phone bill bus card breakfast lunch dinner and own other expense all come out from my own pocket... c who is unfair now? i only have more them him $35 per week? c who is the one unfair now.... just because i got more then him does not means i use more then him..Shit i wish my dad is alive I FEEL NO L0ONGER PART OF THE FAMILY ANYMORE