**** this is so ****ing hell...................... **** my brother............................................................... wish he will dead....... won't even cry for him like i cry for my dad....... for such a long time i have not use words like this... no need to say even publicly..... y must he test my anger....guys i am not a person who get very angry easily(oops to some maybe who know)... and to make me scold this dirty language u guys might guess how angry am i....... for the past few days he have been creating name for me.... just that i dun border with this kind of childishness..... but recently he have been getting from bad to worse.... like yesterday he create a song of me being fat (OK i knw it the fact) but do he have to do this he himself is fat too and i believe if he will my height he will even be fatter.... secondly like today he is being unreasonable... due to kid come into my Hus and the adult are gone to c my dad... he teach those kid to call me fat woman or 38( in Chinese) Wat is this .... who in the world have this type of brother.... i have enough of this i just wanna be back in Singapore... pretending nothing have ever happen......y must he do these to me.......................... and to think I'm so kind that i go buy his favorite food today... when he have done so much to me the past few day... hey i gt feeling too i will feel sad angry i am not a robot....
he had ever thing i want my family, their love their care... wat do i have nothing..... have u ever heard of sister using a secondhand stuff of her own brother? he have PS1, PS2, Nintendo ds, PSP, mp4, a hand phone and game boy... me???? i have whatever he dun wan his old game boy years ago his Nintendo DS... all is his he just gave it to me when he get bored with them.... so what i use a lot of their money.
.. those are practical use.... need money study.. i need eat i need travel i need stuff that are personal...etc shower gel shampoo bla bla bla.... he just a spoil brat... he want everyone to meet his needs... like yesterday he scold me for using television in the room and say he want to sleep and
ok i go to the television outside the living and he goes there to disturb me again... another time i was using the computer to was some video and he purposely on the television very loud complaining that he want to use the computer after i lend it to him... he dun want use.. he tell me he does that to annoy me ...wat kind of brother is this
talk to my parent once about it... ask me come back to Hong Kong to study???? that out of question..... abandon my live in Singapore.... no way... have they ever thing of me? my feeling for everything.. my love for my friend my church my school my cg.... no they never.... y must i come to a place where i knw no one..... abandon the only love i have??? how come adult just never thinks.... i still love my family... but i just need to have more love... not in term of needs but physical love.....
