today Early in the morning 2am i receive a call from my dad hand phone... all things change after i pick that up.... a police call he say my dad is hospitalize... he have Car accident.... i was stunned to feel any emotion at all.... i woke up my mum... she at first think i was joking bu i pass the phone to her... she was shock and have to rush down to hospital i wanted to go too.... but i have to look after my brother...so i stay at home.... i started to Pray


my mum just gt back... she was crying badly she took me that daddy have injured his head and don't recognised anyone except her... my God parent went don't with her.... my dad now.............. is like a crazy man he keep stretching himself pulling all the tube tube out... talking in pieces.... which no one understand.....

i knw i have to stay strong for this family now... i cannot cry... when my brother is so young.. and when my mum is very stress any crying every min... i knw i have to stay strong.... but it very hard.... itoo is very stress... just now when my dad go out i did not even say bye to him i was watching my show...i did not knw this would happen..... my mum told me my dad was saying.. 'm feeling very pain... let me go... i dun wan live i wan go..... he also told my mum that he can't bear to leave his two children... y y must this happen to me... y am i so unfaithful? my keyped is full of tears now... idunno wat to do i really duno will someone tell me??????



Dear God,
i pray for my dad right now i pray that u would protect him... heal him... let every pain be cast out from him.... i pray that u will give him a second chance to live again... let him meet u once more... God i will not let go of his hand... i will put him back to this world.... God i also pray for my mum i pray that u will give her strenght she will not get stress out... i pray for my brother that he will be able to understand the stituation.. that he will be able to control himself when he her of the news... God i really love my family i pray that u will send ur angel to protect this family....
in the name of jesus amen