hey guys.. Nana here from now on i will write not only the sad side of me but the fun loving side too as promised in the first very post.. so fasten ur seat belt and up up we go..wooooooooooooooooo




from the cutest, loveliest, smartest, most fashionable, most elegant, prettiest
Nana

hey guys..... i am feeling a lot better le... tks for all ur past encouragement and support haha....i will go strong in every way i promised... o w483 i got new lame joke come back and tell u all k... but promised me dun punch me when u hear it.... wahahaha.... o and for those who still own me presentsssss.... hint hint ( I WILL BE BACK soon)



for todae post i want to tks everyone, my father my mother, w483, w341, my best friends Melissa and Sheryl my school friend my outside friend my fans o ya and baddie (that i spell correct) hmmm.. o everyone i knw... if not for u all i won't get this prize(_o_) oops wrong Chanel haha... aiyo never mind about that.... ... haha... but still wan to tks everyone... for the past encouragement u have given to me tears tears....



i won't sad because i knw my dad have gone to a place he would like even more a place where he will be with someone i love too... and i belive 1 day i will go to the same place and meet up wilth them... with everlasting love...:)

hey w483... wen kai.. i knw u will be shock to read the pervious post but don't be k... i knw i should not use those language but i am just too angry... and that the other side of me apart from those words.. but my feeling yes...

**** this is so ****ing hell...................... **** my brother............................................................... wish he will dead....... won't even cry for him like i cry for my dad....... for such a long time i have not use words like this... no need to say even publicly..... y must he test my anger....guys i am not a person who get very angry easily(oops to some maybe who know)... and to make me scold this dirty language u guys might guess how angry am i....... for the past few days he have been creating name for me.... just that i dun border with this kind of childishness..... but recently he have been getting from bad to worse.... like yesterday he create a song of me being fat (OK i knw it the fact) but do he have to do this he himself is fat too and i believe if he will my height he will even be fatter.... secondly like today he is being unreasonable... due to kid come into my Hus and the adult are gone to c my dad... he teach those kid to call me fat woman or 38( in Chinese) Wat is this .... who in the world have this type of brother.... i have enough of this i just wanna be back in Singapore... pretending nothing have ever happen......y must he do these to me.......................... and to think I'm so kind that i go buy his favorite food today... when he have done so much to me the past few day... hey i gt feeling too i will feel sad angry i am not a robot....



he had ever thing i want my family, their love their care... wat do i have nothing..... have u ever heard of sister using a secondhand stuff of her own brother? he have PS1, PS2, Nintendo ds, PSP, mp4, a hand phone and game boy... me???? i have whatever he dun wan his old game boy years ago his Nintendo DS... all is his he just gave it to me when he get bored with them.... so what i use a lot of their money... those are practical use.... need money study.. i need eat i need travel i need stuff that are personal...etc shower gel shampoo bla bla bla.... he just a spoil brat... he want everyone to meet his needs... like yesterday he scold me for using television in the room and say he want to sleep and ok i go to the television outside the living and he goes there to disturb me again... another time i was using the computer to was some video and he purposely on the television very loud complaining that he want to use the computer after i lend it to him... he dun want use.. he tell me he does that to annoy me ...wat kind of brother is this

talk to my parent once about it... ask me come back to Hong Kong to study???? that out of question..... abandon my live in Singapore.... no way... have they ever thing of me? my feeling for everything.. my love for my friend my church my school my cg.... no they never.... y must i come to a place where i knw no one..... abandon the only love i have??? how come adult just never thinks.... i still love my family... but i just need to have more love... not in term of needs but physical love.....

today Early in the morning 2am i receive a call from my dad hand phone... all things change after i pick that up.... a police call he say my dad is hospitalize... he have Car accident.... i was stunned to feel any emotion at all.... i woke up my mum... she at first think i was joking bu i pass the phone to her... she was shock and have to rush down to hospital i wanted to go too.... but i have to look after my brother...so i stay at home.... i started to Pray


my mum just gt back... she was crying badly she took me that daddy have injured his head and don't recognised anyone except her... my God parent went don't with her.... my dad now.............. is like a crazy man he keep stretching himself pulling all the tube tube out... talking in pieces.... which no one understand.....

i knw i have to stay strong for this family now... i cannot cry... when my brother is so young.. and when my mum is very stress any crying every min... i knw i have to stay strong.... but it very hard.... itoo is very stress... just now when my dad go out i did not even say bye to him i was watching my show...i did not knw this would happen..... my mum told me my dad was saying.. 'm feeling very pain... let me go... i dun wan live i wan go..... he also told my mum that he can't bear to leave his two children... y y must this happen to me... y am i so unfaithful? my keyped is full of tears now... idunno wat to do i really duno will someone tell me??????



Dear God,
i pray for my dad right now i pray that u would protect him... heal him... let every pain be cast out from him.... i pray that u will give him a second chance to live again... let him meet u once more... God i will not let go of his hand... i will put him back to this world.... God i also pray for my mum i pray that u will give her strenght she will not get stress out... i pray for my brother that he will be able to understand the stituation.. that he will be able to control himself when he her of the news... God i really love my family i pray that u will send ur angel to protect this family....
in the name of jesus amen

yo it another day today... wake up in the morning and when to eat dim sum with my godparent... in total we spend $180k ($hk) so in sin is $36 for 5 ppl haha very cheap hor we order i think 9 dish of food.. haha... after that we went to wet market... o i dun like it there so dirty and squeeze... u can smell all the fish.. see the chicken being kill omgosh... it really disguising... after that we went home..haha waited for this moment very long too a shower immediatly... o i just can't stand it wander is there so many ppl.. werid... hahaha.... was reading midnight after that...o it so nice i hope stephenie meyer will cointinue to write it...hais.....


soon after WO BEI REN FAN............baddie was toking to me... 5 of them.... hahaha... miss them so mush... but my da nuer not in so sad miss her so much.. still remember during aug concert when we never c each other so long we hug each other and cry ...cry till ppl arond us also cry... how i cherish this friendship...haha.............. not only talking to baddie(a group by my bff) iwas added to another conference(jian hao nicholes and glan) haha same timing toking to 8 ppl..... LIKE THIS HOW I CAN READ MA....... but all is worth it toking to them....


o and about my parent and godparent they have come home since 3pm and they are playing majong till now(1.54am) that like 11 hur la...i hear they still gt 16 more round to go... that mean play till at least 3.45AM iwander how they did it lor more then 12 hur... haha...


will post agin oon tired le.. need my beauty sleep haha..........

hais... another sian day.... online the whole day... think is time to go for some shopping le haha.... shoes bags & clothe here i come... wahahaha... i will be going out later to have dinner with one of my hk relative.. o i'm so hungry now wander whattime they come.. haha....

tmw my beloved cg will be going outing at easr cost park.. how i wish i could join them... rather then staying here all day using com... hais but i belive God have place me here for a greater purpose.. haha.. w483 if u come about and read this.. pass it around k... to the rest of the members.. be high k.. show the friend who w483 are haha... but dun scared them of:) tok to them more apply the caring system... k.. hope u guys have fun from ur beloved cg member
nana:)

yo everyone welcome to nana's world of adventure.. .i will bring u guys up and down.... into the wonderful adventure of mine so sit tight and fasten ur sit belt....